July, 2009
A letter i wrote to a girl, a dear friend of mine from France, i learned that she passed away suddenly when i had just talked to her a week before, she had one of the most rough life you can ever see and yet she knew how to smile. So her sister asked her friends, if they want, they can write something to her and she will put the letters in a box with her
This is what i wrote:

"For Judith

Why do we live?
Is is for money, if it for glory, is it for things people will never remember us for?
No. The only reason we live is so that our heart can have what our minds will never understand, for the small things money can't buy, for the memories our friends will carry for the rest of their lives within their hearts.
We've only known each other for a short time, yet i feel like you were among the few people i look up to, a good friend that always had a kind word or a smile at just the right time, helping others and forgetting about your own struggles and problems.
Even in the few discussions we managed to have, i could see what a great person you were, combining so many rare qualities and being flawless in your heartbeats. The way i see it, live is not a reason for our being to be perfect but for our soul to be great, and you had one of the best and rarest souls a person can find in this cold world.
I once wrote that "my life's value is equal to the number of lives i can help become valuable", and if that is true, then Judith, my life is certainly one of the lives you have helped to become valuable, even when i myself had forgotten what life is all about.
I will end with a quote, one i showed you, one which i think describes you the way you are in my eyes "don't cry for yesterday don't fear tomorrow just smile today".

I hope you've gone to a better place, and tomorrow if it rains during the funeral, all the people present there should know that it's because the sky is opening it's gates for you, and angels will cry because their missing angel has finally returned home.

Rest in peace dear friend"

We all still miss you Judi, we all still do